There is an edge that we are racing towards. Perhaps not racing, but moving, at whichever speed your attitude wishes to provide its velocity and whatever edge that is, good or bad, or neither and just neutral. And perhaps we don't know where we are going. We only believe we are going somewhere in order to fulfill goals and in order to feel like we have accomplished something. Accomplished something because we believe in ourselves, in the path we create, what we say (whether it be self-expression, an art form, and our thoughts and feelings we wish to share) and what we stand for.
Sometimes our goals are met and when they are met, those of us who have more ambition than others already have future goals when present goals are met. And so work is never really done and so we are constantly working. Those of us who have more ambition than others.
We do what we do because we can't do anything else. Not because we have no choice, that we lack talent or inspiration nor drive towards reaching another life and other goals. We do this because we have a choice and this is what we must do. We believe in it with all of our hearts. We will struggle to keep doing what we are doing. We will go against the flow, whichever flow that is, whether it be acceptance, popularity, what is the norm, and how people look and feel towards us. We do it because we believe in it, even when people don't believe in what we are doing, or there are very few of which believe in what we are doing. And to spite the resistance, the struggle, we keep doing it. And there might be times of doubt, where we step out of our vision and our drive and look at our lives subjectively and see it how those who doubt us see it. We might think to ourselves, maybe this isn't right, maybe all this resistance is there for a reason, and that it is trying to tell us we are going the wrong way. And in those moments of subjective thinking where we see ourselves through the eyes of those who doubt us we lose some of the people like us when we start believing in that doubt. They stop in their tracks and pursue another path. They might end up happier and realize they found what they were looking for all along. But for the rest of us, that isn't the case, that we stride to push forward. Through the seasons, through the years, move after move, this success, and this failure, this step in personal evolution, and this attack at our very souls. We keep going to spite it all.
We might feel absolutely alone in our vision. In our ambition. In our beliefs. But that is when we must work harder. We must push through. And we must be reminded that we are never alone. That there are those of us that care, that understand, and are in the exact same boat as us, doing their thing, and struggling the same way we do. We may have never met, we may never meet, but we should always know we are never alone. That the lives we lead send out vibrations into the world and those vibrations are hitting us all the time and that our mind and bodies are in tune with those vibrations, whether we know it or not, that we are part of that stream, that wavelength. We are doing this, together, alone, all at once, and throughout history.
This will never end. We will never stop. We will keep going. Until there is nothing left.
Because we believe in what we are doing. What it means to do what we do. And why it is so important that there is no other way for us. Some may look at us as if we were lost but baby, we know exactly where we are, at all times, we are doing what we need to do, what our calling tells us. And each day this calling cries louder, it's just sometimes on some days it is harder to hear, harder to move in the direction we are going, and that only gives us more and more strength to keep on doing this.